Eyes fixed on the pool, listened as shadows left
Feeling for my breath, its lateness akin to death
Thought this was an album but it's really a gazette
The type to keep the dreams you forget
Tried turning a new leaf, turns out it's still a leaf
Tried changing the climate blowing gas, burning trees
What do I do when each day brings nothing new?
Reminisce on the days when View Master gave me views
Bathing in solitude, a journey can keep me dry
I invited u in, you're still standing outside
Lived in flames all my life, i don't believe in no hell
Been imprisoned in a gender it's a cell called male
Ain't resurrecting what's dead so Mary Don't You Weep
Because a moment of pain can bring eternal relief
In my nightmares attempting to dream about dreaming
Eternal fire, pearly gates, both lights beaming

So alone
So alone
So alone
So alone, so alone, so alone
So alone
So alone
So alone
So alone, so alone, so alone

I need a believer to inquire with who's above
Who made me exceptional from the fruit of joy and love
My soul laid bare, center folded like a fetus
Losing my patience, is there doctor that can treat us
Letters I wrote lovers, please, tell me what it spells
When I fail to open up, I just blame it on my shell
Nothing will be enough, I'm hoping u still care
On the other side of the door, I'm hoping you're still there
They all turned around when I needed them the most
Told me to fight my demons, u ain't never fight a ghost
Dancing with the devil and he likes 2 hold me close
Dining on depression death and life made a toast
The sun is always set, I've been tanning from the moon light
Feelings never kept, I'm just moving with the broom right
To the younger me, I'm just here to pay reverence
Life might be a gift, but i never asked for presents

So alone
So alone
So alone
So alone, so alone, so alone
So alone
So alone
So alone
So alone, so alone, so alone